Time to get RAW

 Let's be honest, I hate people.

I am good with them and know what good customer service is, but the bottom line is I simply do not care. 

I spend 95% of my time catering to people.  No one ever stops to think about how their actions make me feel.  I lay in bed thinking of choices, contemplating if I hurt someone and how I can make it better, but what I am fast learning is; those same people that you gave a damn about, are not losing a wink or sleep wondering if they hurt you......

So, here I am.  So open, honest and not so very apologetic.  I cannot care if an earlier conversation hurts you.  All I can do is hope it doesn't jeopardize business.  We all know that is what it was about to begin with.

Not Dating 101.....What not to do

 I find myself being approached by people that, its a no for. Don't make them wrong. Just not for me.

Dude, I am a girl...I don't want to be alone. At what point and I putting a foot in my mouth.

The answer....NEVER.

Why,.... because we can always choose ......freedom of speech.

I had led many along a path that I would rather travel alone.  

So where do we go and honestly I do not know.  I have no answers other than never give up hope. 

I wake up every day hoping for something different, and I never get it.

Guess I have to try again.

Dating in Iowa

 So for a lack of better words, ....it sucks

There is no diversity, no other race, no anything really so moving on.

i have lived here since 2005 and it has never changed, it is all redneck, backwoods, nonsense.

Even in corporate america, it's difficult. So hard. There is no empathy for anything that doesn't look like you and trust there isn't much. 

I had my mid year today and realized sometimes things don't change. Let's just just wait until they are kneeling on you...and you can't breathe.

Do I have to have blonde hair and blue eyes for you to care?

Why am I the one you hate, ALWAYS?

Why are those girls the ones you all run to??

My kid has to deal with those stupid, unsympathetic,fu**, thoughts.

~~~~Barbara