Realization I CAN Do It On My Own

Initailly I hung onto him like if he went away, I would die.  I did not.  Life has a way of giving you all the things you need.  My dream as a young child was to travel and have a career, not a child.  I guess God had different plans.  I was suppose to be a mom.  I have a beautiful happy baby girl who is so smart and so amazing.  Without her, I do believe the split would have been much harder.  Nick showed no compassion, sympathy, or any parts of having a heart.  Ladies beware, he is a momma's boy!!!!  He does not know what he wants, is always broke and would rather live at home with his parents than dare to venture out into this world, which has so much to offer.  As I have been told and no say, "HIS LOSS!!!!!!!"

First week of being single with a baby!

So I thought it would be hard to leave the father of my child but with the help of my aunt, the transition of losing 190 pounds of dead weight has been pretty easy.  I have more help with the baby and am, by far, more happy.  Please explain to me why some men feel that women need them.  Well, we don't, we want them and when we are fed up we want them less and less.  Nick was the man I thought I wanted to spend the rest of my life with and now I know that it was never meant to be but I would never want to change the fact that we made a beautiful baby girl!